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I can't draw ;-;I know i need to practice and draw over and over again, but that's why i hate myself because i always need to my art to be atleast a bit perfect to me ;-;.
I tried to draw my fursona, but all i get is a ball with fat stick and shit... Oh well, atleast i started drawing 2 eyes. And i liek em. But if i'll add other face parts, i'll ruin it ;-;.
Oh well, better luck next time . I don't wanna be pessimist ._.. So that's why i like potatoes. Wait what?
Sorry for pointless journal.
So yeah .____________.Seriously made journal for 1 hour featuring my friends and the i close tab by accident ;-;.
So yeah... This sucks pretty much. Oh well. I'll feature you guys some next time D.
Now to point ;^;
So yeah. I finally understand anatomy of canine, vixens head. Pretty much. I guess. Da hair. It's sucks. Yeah i'm sketching right now. And i like it ._....
So i may upload it but when i'll finish it . But i don't know where to put DAT GOD DAMNED MOUTH, FOR FUCKING SAKE OF JESUS. I don't care about him anyway . (i'm atheist who still don't know .__.).
So yeah. It will be short for this time >_>.
Entering the fandomSo first thing is, i took some journals skins while free membership day :iconmegustamuchoplz:. But then wild you need premium to use this skin appeared ._. ...
So yeah. Onto the main the thing.
So yeah im totaly in the Furry fandom. Got my first fursona in mind. Listening to trace/ techno trance. That i used to listen. So yush. ( tha song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLcBliHGmbg (because original sounds slow)). It was written in wikipedia: the general perception is that furry music is techno, trance or dance in nature, since these are the genres generally played during furry convention dances.
Then i was. Jesus cryshtshksdhlt. I used to listen to that . Well i always listened to trance. But im back that old good trance i used to listen.
So yeah already got furaffinity. All i need is pencil now ;-;.
Now guys i need your help. Well some guys. More guyetes, cuz guys sucks ._. . No really that's why i have more friends that are girls because it's boring to chat with guys (sometimes)
I suck and things <_<.So yeah. I'm sucha nolifer. I always play games, even i suck at them. Suck at them hard. So i decided why i still played those god damned games when i can get a motha fucking life.
No srsly. I got some luck, but no talent. While other vise versa. The thing i hate about myself most.
Im not drawing much now. No, i won't quit drawing. But i'll keep anthro for school. Well i still got nothing to do in school, i suck at it too.
Yeah my life is pretty fucked up. And fat what makes it more fucked up. But maybe half year ago i decided to be and optimist. My friend which everyone (from school mostly ) hates changed my life :/. And then i got a life. I mean the computer is the last thing i used at day. So yeah. Now summer came and i'm nolifer again.
Well atleast i got some new friends, still being optimist .
I still love my life . Even im fat, have totaly nothing to do, and lazy as fuck.
I still have some plans. That i wanted to do long time ago. So like i said, i leave anthro to school. I
A Bloody, Stupid Miracle The day we’d cured the human condition was the day I put a bullet through my head and didn’t die. It was also the day I realized how scared I actually was of death, and after hours of muscle ache from holding that gauze against my open skull, after the wound closed and everything went back to normal, I had myself a good old-fashioned brainstorm. How ironic.
But when summer came, everything had fallen to shit. The air scorched my skin and parched my tongue every time I took a breath. The sun glared down on a rapidly-collapsing world, full of the undying bastard children of cruelty and misfortune. What was one to do when their cells regenerated faster than they decomposed?
My feet hit the pavement, now littered with jagged bits of glass to snap at my toes, thoroughly baked by the blazing ball of bitter disdain high overhead. Today was worse than yesterday. Though I’d often wondered the purpose of it anymore, I
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